Cynthia's Recently Life - Am I Happy?

March 12, I going for take my SPM result when lunch time,
Actually I am planning to go after 3pm,
But i received one by one message by my classmate about they result,
fail lo fail lo,
Directly I already not in the mood for my work,
take hand beg and going to take ,
But brother was busy so i go by bus,
From Tanjung Aru to Likas, far men,
But because the result, i must go.
Walk with high heel, walk and walk, finally arrived to school,
My heart start to jump faster,
Take the result from teacher hand,
OH THANKS GOD, all pass!!!!!!!!
BUT, shit man, Chemistry E8,
DEAR FRIEND,
DONT FORGET TO THANKS OUR MS.PANG ah,
i know that some of you get same result with me..:)
:p blek
So regret with science stream ..:(
THe three science subject so spoil my result..:(
even that all pass already,
But, i am glad that my addmath credit...
hehehe...so happy le about this,
I got improvement with addmath,
THANKS JESUS, I LOVE YOU!!!!
And, I am SO SO SO SO SO........HAPPY with my account...
YES YES YES YES!!!!!! A1..hahahhaha......i want to jump already
MATH...YES YES YES YES...A1 too...:p
But hope with my course i will taking
:)
But for me other subject is okay also,
all get B...Better then fail..:)


My worst time is coming after take my result..:(
Promised i will back to work BUT.....
Walk LIkas, take bus and go Asia City,
walk and walk and walk, walk to Gaya street ,
Waiting for bus to Tanjung Aru,
Waiting and waiting, almost one an hour ,
i still stand there,
The hottest weather plus i am thirsty,
Finally i ook with blur vision,
faint faint,
sit beside the road,
on this moments, my mind just hope he will beside me,
But, that IMPOSSIBLE,
I fed up, sit beside road, call my mummy,
brother rush to come to fetch me,
Haiz...the only way ...go home for rest..!!!!


I know that, you still on my mind,
But,
Just i force myself to live without yo
, everyday i try to forget,
my life, full of enjoyable,
just ,
im just a girl look happy with friend with family,
but i am a girl live with lonelyness, emo
Nobody can feel that including YOU!!!
Hurt for me already nothing, because i cant feel it already,
Sit beside the road,
i just must persevere,
In this world, i just will trust myself,
Because of You change my life from brightest to darkness.