Cynthia's Recently Life - Am I Happy?

March 12, I going for take my SPM result when lunch time,
Actually I am planning to go after 3pm,
But i received one by one message by my classmate about they result,
fail lo fail lo,
Directly I already not in the mood for my work,
take hand beg and going to take ,
But brother was busy so i go by bus,
From Tanjung Aru to Likas, far men,
But because the result, i must go.
Walk with high heel, walk and walk, finally arrived to school,
My heart start to jump faster,
Take the result from teacher hand,
OH THANKS GOD, all pass!!!!!!!!
BUT, shit man, Chemistry E8,
DEAR FRIEND,
DONT FORGET TO THANKS OUR MS.PANG ah,
i know that some of you get same result with me..:)
:p blek
So regret with science stream ..:(
THe three science subject so spoil my result..:(
even that all pass already,
But, i am glad that my addmath credit...
hehehe...so happy le about this,
I got improvement with addmath,
THANKS JESUS, I LOVE YOU!!!!
And, I am SO SO SO SO SO........HAPPY with my account...
YES YES YES YES!!!!!! A1..hahahhaha......i want to jump already
MATH...YES YES YES YES...A1 too...:p
But hope with my course i will taking
:)
But for me other subject is okay also,
all get B...Better then fail..:)


My worst time is coming after take my result..:(
Promised i will back to work BUT.....
Walk LIkas, take bus and go Asia City,
walk and walk and walk, walk to Gaya street ,
Waiting for bus to Tanjung Aru,
Waiting and waiting, almost one an hour ,
i still stand there,
The hottest weather plus i am thirsty,
Finally i ook with blur vision,
faint faint,
sit beside the road,
on this moments, my mind just hope he will beside me,
But, that IMPOSSIBLE,
I fed up, sit beside road, call my mummy,
brother rush to come to fetch me,
Haiz...the only way ...go home for rest..!!!!


I know that, you still on my mind,
But,
Just i force myself to live without yo
, everyday i try to forget,
my life, full of enjoyable,
just ,
im just a girl look happy with friend with family,
but i am a girl live with lonelyness, emo
Nobody can feel that including YOU!!!
Hurt for me already nothing, because i cant feel it already,
Sit beside the road,
i just must persevere,
In this world, i just will trust myself,
Because of You change my life from brightest to darkness.

Cynthia's Having Sickness

Feb 28 was overnight at cousin house,
After back from office, im feeling not well,
sleep almost half day ...from 1.30pm until 6pm..
my stomach was pain since working,
sleep without comfortable,
going toilet also a few times,
what wrong with my stomach ya!!!!!!
hate it ...why i easy to get food poisoning,
until dinner, i can't stand anymore,
asking for medicine,
and sleep again,
too bad the medicine not suit for me,
it is no use for me actually,
I MISS MY HOME , MY MUMMY!!!!
until midnight i going toilet also a few times already,
try to going kitchen to take medicine again,
too bad on the half way,
i saw my front full of blur image,
cannot cannot, i feel fainted.
keep my step and slow slow go back into room.
continue my sleep again.
on this night, not only stomachache, i starting fever also.
use my hand touch on my head, i can feel how hot am i.
cold cold..but body hot,
his feeling make me cant sleep tite whole the night.

Next In the morning, luckily i felt more better,
going take my driving licience with my cousin,
all the day i feel well already,
going shopping, eat,
all just okay bah.

I going back home in the evening,
after signing msn, and chat with friends..
i start feel my sickness is coming again.
going toilet first time,
follow by second time,
third time,
until no more energy,
take the medicine and continue to sleep again,


My day with sickness is suck man,
But even how i'm still happy because i got some friend will care about me this friend,
even i no reply at msn,
but i still receive their message through phone..
thanks anyway to them whose giving me greeting and supporting when i was sick.
i proud with all this friends..:)