Cynthia's Fighting With Chemistry

Chemistry SPM exam cover..hehehe...just paper 1..

argggggg....today were taking chemistry exam...the subjuct that failed since form 4 until now, i never pass it at all!!!!! Early morning 4.30a.m i woke up for do revision again for my chemistry, haizzz, yesterday havent go through all . BUT, wtf, i'm asleep again , 6.30 a.m , mummy woke me up, oh my god, the CHEMISTRY book beside me, but the knowledge still havent i gain it from it. T.T haiz...i think i should give up, but anyway, i'm still continue reads my notes when on the way to school. Cool cool cool, it was raining also, i feel want to sleep , 5 minutes, 10 minutes..20 minutes..oppssssssss, my car infront school gates already... The 1 hour at school, but for me just waste time, i use it to talking and make fun only, never touch my book also..8.00 a.m is coming..hehe....oh shit, i remember that i forget bring my slip SPM also, haiz, hope the teacher will not check for it today.

Well, now is chemistry paper 1 , for me just nothing , ABCD , use my old skill. "TEMBAK" with machine gun...hehe...Luckly, many i can get correct but also unluckly still i get wrong..T.T

After that, chemistry paper 2 was started again...aikss.....death for me, when i open the question paper..erm, essay part still got a question still can solve by me, but strukture part, oh shit, what type of those question...arggggggggggg.....

2pm is coming, now we were started for our paper 3, when i taek up the exam paper, oh ya, the question is easier then just now, but anyway, i still not confidence tto get a correct answer.

OH JESUS, pls, i need to pass this chemistry, oh pls, thanks god if i can pass this CHEMISTRY as well, ah men ah men .....

Let see....ths is my first objective question, hehe, luckyly i get correct..:p thanks god thanks mama

Does Love Still Exist In My Life?

People think
todayIt is impossible
for love to exist.
Love is now
here to be seen.
Hatred, liescloud our judgment.
People fight.
people dieover unimportant problems.
who are we to say what is wrongand what is possible?
only those
who are trying to not seeto cloud their visionso
they cannot seethe damage they have done.
love is the flowers that push up from the graveof a loved one.
so as long as there is hope,
is there love?
I’m sorry I’m not perfect,
I’m sorry I get depressions,
I’m sorry I act cheerful and goofy sometimes,
I’m sorry I don’t act like a bitch,
I’m sorry that I loved you,
I’m sorry you had to care for me,
I’m sorry for being your friend,
I’m sorry that I hurt you…
But the truth is,
Nobody’s perfect,
Everyone gets sad once in a while,
Just because you’re different doesn’t mean anything,
Trash-talking doesn’t make anyone feel good,
You can’t help loving someone,
There will always be people who care about you,
You will always find people you hang out with,
People get hurt but they overcome and are strong.

Cynthia's Fighting With Addmath

Let's see...do you know what is this?? tan, sec, wowwwwwwwwwwwwww.....this is addmath...you believe that i am doing it now?? oh my goodness.....im gonna insane soon....
not not not...it is crazy soon.....see....what that...???? Even answer sheet put infront let me to copy i dont even know how to solve it.....shit man....
tomorrow SPM addmath....i think i can standby a pillow to sleep...to enjoy my dreams...hehehehehe....i give up already..hate hate hate....what else diagram..oh god...please...please give me some spirit....wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii........

The Way For Relax

wow..today already sunday..the day after tomorrow gonna taking SPM soon..but..still relax here..still chatting with my ji mui ..hehe....now is midnight..but havent feel sleeping yet ...just busy typing msn message while also busy memories my sejarah..T.T...
quite many need to memories, i'm feel wanna crazy soon....argggggggg...god...help me plsss....i want to insane already...gonna ran from this suck world..why need for exam...
this tze tze side..hehehe....her screen soblack and so full...:p

this mine...just blank..see my background..is me le...hehehe

Cynthia's Leave Secondary School Life

Well, is the time to say GOODBYE to my secondary school life, my five years staying at Lok Yuk Secondary School are end now..:) I felt happies to leave this suck school but i felt sad because i need to say goodbye to my loving classmates and my teachers , such as, PN Roseline (my english teacher), Pn Chu(my english teacher), Pn Pang(my chemistry teacher), Pn Chong(my sejarah teacher) and many other too...T.T But anyway, here i wished my 5s3 and alL Lok Yuk secondary SChool friends ALL THE BEST on SPM :) And for my teacher i were wished them having a happy life all the way ..miss ya...:)

opss...me and priscilla ...im seeing the ANDREW CHOO tips there..kekex...but here not our sitting place actually..huhu

wow..i love you all...hehe... my class my classmate everything i will miss and remeber it forever..:)

hehe....all have to leave this school soon..the last photo i think...T.T

Well, thi love shape contained all of our classmates name...guess where mine??kekex

hehe..class party food...kinda many ..:)

wow..is this she design it??hehehe

Our naughty boy at 5s3.. but they serious also when study..kekex..all the best

wow...dont be so cool ...relax man..:)

Say good bye to my school uniform..hehehe..gonna put to cupboard to rest already...haha...

Cynthia's Fighting With SPM Life

Today..
November 05 2008...tuesday...
arhhhhhhhhhhh........
soon...
SPM IS COMING....
WTF....
stress man...
I need more time for prepare le....
T.T..regret why i'm din't started prepare from beginner of the year...
but the way...
fine lah...
just hope will fast fast finish it now...
i don't want alive at the life full filled with stress le..
oh...
see my timetable....HATE HATE HATE...


11 NOV 2008 (TUESDAY)- BM1, SEJ1, BM2 til 4.30pm..
( first day already gonna to die, 4.30pm man)

12NOV 2008 (WEDNESDAY)- BI1, BI2, SEJ2 til 4.30pm..
(oppsss...sejarah2???? haiz...)

13 NOV 2008 (THURSDAY)- MATH1, MATH,2 til 12.30..
(kekex..this day its okay for me..just nth)

HOLIDAY FOR 14, 15, 16, 17...WOWWWW

18 NOV 2008 (TUESDAY)- ADDMATH1, ADDMATH2 , MORAL...til 4.30..
(haiz..tired d le...)

HOLIDAY ON 19

20 NOV 2008(THURSDAY)- CHE1, CHE2, CHE3, til 3.30
(oh shit, i never pass it since last year)

HOLIDAY FOR 21, 22, 23

24 NOV 2008 (MONDAY)- BIO1, BIO2, BIO3, TIL 3.30
(i hated biology)


25 NOV 2008 (TUESDAY)- PHY1, PHY2, PHY3 TIL 3.30
(BORING SUBJECT LAH)

26 NOV 2008 (WEDNESDAY)- BC2, BC1 TIL 11.45
(actually my fav subject but since let the fucking teacher teach, i was hate it)


HOLIDAY FOR 27, 28, 29, 30

DEC 1 2008 (MONDAY)- PA2, PA1
(WOW..I LOVE THAT)



soon was finish ..kekex..
i'm waiting this day coming...

Cynthia's Fault - Baby, I'm Sorry -

If you love me,
like you say you do,
baby be true to me
If you love me,
like you say you do,
baby never stray from me
I want you darlin' ever by my side,
baby now can't you see?
Oh baby I'm sorry for all the wrong I've done
Oh baby I'm sorry for all the wrong I've done
Say you'll forgive me,
I know I've done you mighty wrong
Oh baby I'm sorry for all the wrong I've done
Oh baby I'm sorry for all the wrong I've done
Say you'll forgive me,
I know I've done you mighty wrong
If you want me ever by your side,
ya gotta be true to me
If you want me ever by your side,
ya gotta stay home with me
Don't want no other man lovin' you,
baby oh can't you see?
Oh baby I'm sorry for all the wrong I've done
Oh baby I'm sorry for all the wrong I've done
Say you'll forgive me, I know I've done you mighty wrong
Oh baby I'm sorry for all the wrong I've done
Oh baby I'm sorry for all the wrong I've done
Say you'll forgive me,
I know I've done you mighty wrong